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| 01:23pm 01/06/2006 |
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i was talking to john last night and he doesn’t think that he is going to graduate high school so he wanted to take a break so he can focus on his finals and then he will be back after graduation I hope but for now i am single and I don’t like it at all I am going to the movies with Dan and some of his friends this weekend and we will see what happens from there ... i what john to stop being stupid you would think that it would bother his more if I wasn’t going out with while he was doing exams then if I was with him if you get it ... well he is coming on Friday and buying my car going to manfredys and then coming back to my house and sleeping over which will suck because he is going to be totally fucked up when he gets here it is my moms birthday tomorrow too !!!! Happy birthday mommy i love you!! lol =)
<3 JENN |
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| 12:45pm 31/05/2006 |
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is i guess it has been a long time from the last time that i put anything into my livejournal so much has changed i have a different boyfriend and it is not Stephen anymore his name is john and he lives in westerly ... i just went to prom with him and it is fun ... i am going to get a tattoo this weekend i have finally got myself to do it . it is going to be a princess crown with the words princess under it .. i think it will be good i got a new car because i flipped my Volvo in December oops... Nissan maxima is the new one not as good as the Volvo but it will do i guess lol my coz Stacy has moved to Florida that is mad sad kus i cant just go to her house and see her hopefully i get to go and see her soon .... well i guess that is it i will post some pictures later
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| 03:21pm 08/07/2005 |
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mood:  i love steve
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Steve came over today to "talk about us " and i guess that we are all over till september only 54 days away !!! i cant describe to anyone how much that i loved him he was everything to me and much more !! this whole thing is so confusing i cant understand what he is thinking. We would of been going out for a year on August 25th that is a long time to just one day say that i dont want to be with you anymore. I think that it all started when he started working a lickety splits because he was with all the girls all the time i think that brittany and katy are the main problem with this whole situtation he works with them ALL THE TIME!!!! i hate it. like the other day he didnt come home till 10:00 the next morning and guess where he was, he was with brittany and katy he slepted over brittanys house IN HER BEDROOM, and watched the night at the roxberry wich was OUR MOVIE that we watched together. pluse when you have a serious girlfried like me you dont go and sleep over another girls house!!!!! he didnt relize why i would call him all the time and why i wanted to be with him every time he had a day off and i guess that sex didnt phase him at all i thought that when you made that cometment to someone when you had a sexusual relationship with them that it meant that i was yours and you were mine well i told him that and he said that the didnt get it. he told me that maybe during the summer that he will call me if he gets lonley or starts crying at night and we will start allover again in september i really cant belive that all of this is happening to me i love him so much and i thought that he felt the same about me a he told me most every day he loves me well i guess that i was wrong and i will never find another boyfriend !!! he is the one and olny and i will marry him and have kids with him as we had planned. i love him so much i cant even try to forget about him because he is everywhere i look!! you should see my room there are pictures of us everywhere i cant stand it !!!! and it just had to rain today too! just to make things 10 times harder to see him that it should of been becaues our first kiss was in the rain and it was the best thing ever i cant wait to be back with him i love him with all my heart and i hope he can see that.! i have to have him back!!! he is my drug !!!!
and if it wasnt for dan his sister and mike i probley would of done something stupid to myslelf. well that is all for now i will come back and pour my heart out a little later (sorry about the spelling i am crying so much i cant see the keys )
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| 06:42pm 04/04/2005 |
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Hey it is Jenn guess what 18 more days till my birthday!! I can’t wait! Well today was good!! I found out what I want to do next year!! we went out for gym and we played tennis and I LOVED it so now I am going to get some lessons this summer so I can be on the teem next year when we go back to school!!
So as u know that my birthday is coming and I still don’t know what I want. Anything designer I guess that would be good, but it is so hard because I don’t need anything because I already have all I want!! I think that my family is going to put a couple hundred dollars in my checking account so I can go to the mall with Steve and get the clothes that I would want instead of them going and getting something stupid that I would never look at.
<3 jenn |
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